I'm leaving for college tomorrow morning. I haven't been away from home [by myself] for more than a few days before. The only thing close to sleep-away camp I've ever done was band camp.
I'm scared.
More importantly, my grandmother has started crying. Two weeks ago. I can't stand it when she cries. She's this itty bitty little Indian woman, with a death grip when it comes to hugs. And I'm the youngest of all my cousins, except my brother but he doesn't count, and I'm the only one going away to college.
I'm getting so overwhelmed with all this.
I think I'll be fine once I get to school and have time to chill. It's just all this anticipation of leaving, and these emotions running rampant that's getting to me. I cried all the way from my dad's house to my mom's house ten minutes ago.
I have to go think for a while. I'll try finishing this post before I leave tomorrow, but if not, I'll see you from Norman!
Heart, me.
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